My life has been in the serious chapter. I mean, no more blasts and fun, only hardwork and paperworks left. School sometimes can kill, well life does kill actually. This and that, that and this. The atmosphere never allows me to spare some times to carve a smile on my face.
Days are moments of darkness, opaque and exhaustion. When you expect some exciting surprises, it turns out to be another serious step you need to take. No more fluffy kindness, no more togethernes, no more us, but it is all about me and my energy that is now on crisis.
My life is in the serious chapter, and I am not serious, literally. I love making my eyes smaller,sparing some spaces for my lips to stretch and smile. I wonder what the next story will be, will I be allowed to come back to my wonderful rainbow life? Or will I be caught in this hell of darkness?
What should I do now? Face it or fight it? I really don't know, I guess I still need to stand with my full energy as best as I can, right? I hate serious chapter! I hate it when fairytales are entering its antagonism, I hate it when a class turned to a jail. Please send me back to my world, where I belong and may I see that rainbow in my eyes again.