Feeling like an aviator, bringing my wishes travelling and dive the sky. We are ought to look for happiness and exploration.
Right when I need help, my family always help me. This week,especially, I have been worrying about a lot of things. I felt pessimistic, searching and googling, "can I do it? can I do it?". I have been pessimistic a lot lately. I really like fashion, but am I the right person? sometimes I don't feel that I am... Not because I don't like it, I like it very much. But I am afraid.. that I don't have the chance and I'm afraid that I do not have the ... skill.
Right when I need it, a help. I have been pretty depressed with my blog lately. Don't seem like etinology has pretty good posts lately.. I know this supposed to be fun, I know. But even posts I do never seem to satisfy me. I really want to create good pictures, I really do. Snow, wind... and much more things does not allow me to do so. Actually two weeks ago I just broke my lens because my camera (on tripod) fell to the ground when I was taking picture.
I feel so sad and lost. Where will my plane fly? where will I end up? Is it going to fall soon? Do I have a co-pilot to help me? I do not know where this lead me?
My brother helped me today taking pictures of me.. even though most of the pictures are blurry (sorry bro! I will teach you photography in the future) I really want to thank him.
Thank you my family for being my co-pilot saving my wishes and my plane to keep flying.. hopefully until it reaches the destination.
Keep dreaming.. and work hard to reach your dream!
Catherine Au Jong