If I change will you still love me?

have been passing through a lot just this time period. not really fun, challenging though. A feeling of failure come very often bringing several series of nightmares. my soul afraid, worried of failing.

bringing me to one point: learning to be adults. to accept everything as it is as long as we try our best.

let it go and move on, living and being. 

presenting to you my outfit of the day. Windy spring still prevent me from wearing cuties dresses. still with the dark colors of fall keep me here. 

But I really want to confirm, I am worried because what if I fail and everyone leaves me? what if I change, will you still love me? 

Love,

Catherine Au Jong