dillema of life.

kayaknya sekarang my life had changed >36o degrees. (muter2 dah)
sejak kapan gw sendiri kemana2. :( rasanya sendiri apa2 sendiri.
Biasa gw selalu at least berdua lah ya.
ada Kezia.
Tiap malem rasanya kangen berat sama temen2 ... mau sms... ga dibales juga
dah mana kasur gw diatas mau tendang2 malah sakit (nendang tembok)

rasanya sedih :(
padahal dah lewat 1 semester dan ini semester kedua
tapi semster pertama masih banyak temen karena mereka
masih disini.. (temen2 intl lainnya)
sekarang ada bberapa temen..
tapi gak deket dan beda banged,
to be honest. I love YoonMi and DanLi and Mette ... :D and all. really truly love you
but I CRAZILY love my friend friend friend. Kezia.

Gw berharap suatu hari kalo gw dah kerja
gw mau kumpulin uang untuk beli tiket kezia kesini...
I really hope so. I don't want to 'save' my 1st wage!! :D I want to make everything precious for my BFF
(lagipula tuh duit ga elu bawa ke kuburan juga, I don't want to build a family anyway)

I want to live with friends forever
but now
GW SENDIRI!!!! :(


selain itu ada pertanyaan lain yang muncul dalam hati gw
kenapa.... KENAPA SEKARANG GW JADI PERFEKSIONIS?
ngejar2 nilai A. padahall... padahal waktu di sekolah gw bilang ke anggota2 TSPC and temen2 gw yang lain
RESULT IS NOT IMPORTANT, WHAT IMPORTANT IS YOUR EFFORT !
mungkin gw cuma substitusiin karena gw merasa effort gw JELEK, so,, gw jadi kejar nilai
but, is it true??? :((
I don't wanna live like this

I learn that LIFE IS SHORT
and I WANT TO BE HAPPY
CAN I?
haruskah kita bekerja dan berusaha (tidak senang) sepanjang hidup kalo kita tau kita ga akan bawa itu ke surga jua.
so WHAT IS ACTUALLY THE PURPOSE OF LIFE? WHAT!!

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